Some part of me knows that whatever is happening around us or in the world at large is likely a part of something far bigger than my own comprehension and concerns.
That same part of me that knows this, also knows that severe irritants are often the catalysts to extreme but necessary change.
That’s all well and good, but I think that this same part of me that is so all-seeing and all-knowing should now move from the back seat to the front because the view from my vehicle’s windshield is becoming much harder to navigate through when so much smoke and debris have clouded the road ahead.
What I know for certain: Something BIG is happening behind the scenes. I know this because I can FEEL it. It is in the energies rippling through us at present.
I don’t know exactly what that BIG thing is other than it feels a lot like the energies of mass rebellion.
When major shifts in awareness occur they don’t usually come with pounding fists and screaming animosities—although those are the results of voices too long ignored. No, genuine awareness shifts come in more quiet clandestine ways. Those are by far the sneakiest and most effective changes made around us. I think that is happening now.
The biggest conundrum I personally face is the one of determining the right response for me to what I am seeing and feeling happening to this country and to the world we share.
Of course I want to rant and rave, to stomp my feet and shake my fists. I want to shout: “Stop being so stupid people! Don’t you see what you are doing by allowing this constant insanity to persist?”
And yet I know that adding to the venomous airwaves only increases the likelihood that no real, higher consciousness change will occur.
What I view as hopeful and extremely powerful are the semi-quiet, large gatherings of people—voters—who are ready for full-scale change out of representatives to congress. They feel, like I do, that if our elected representatives are allowing this presidential insanity to continue, then they are not really concerned about our democracy, our constitution, or our nation’s defense or perpetuation.
They are more concerned about “tweets.”
That’s a bit disconcerting, don’t you think—for Congressional representatives and senators to be concerned about presidential “tweets.”
Long ago, Stephan Crane wrote about a young, civil-war soldier’s wish for a bloodstained uniform to show others he met along the road that he wasn’t the coward that he had just proven himself to be, because the blood itself stood as “A Red Badge of Courage” for all to see, even when he wasn’t courageous or brave enough to face the enemy fire head-on that day he ran from the battle.
IT’s a bit of disheartening to see so many in Congress afraid of a little battle of words when they are so willing to send our soldiers into real battles to die for our supposed American ideals that they themselves are so afraid of upholding.
My personal conundrum is how to be “positive” about this ludicrous yet deadly serious situation.
Well, the one positive choice that I do see in all of this chaotic mess is the plan to change out our elected representatives with new ones who DO care about our American ideals and our democratic constitution.
That sounds like a good plan to me. No conundrum there.
Let’s just do it!